Best Friends?

You know what the best feeling in the world is?

Having a best friend, that one person who loves you & never judges you no matter what, and no matter how badly you fuck up. Someone who you have endless conversations with and can communicate by just using your eyes. That one person who just walks in your house, opens the fridge and grabs whatever they want out. Lastly it’s that person who knows so much about you that they could ruin your life in a second. But you trust them with your life and you know that they will never ever do that no matter what.

Your best friends are your release. They are who you have the most fun with, and yet when the going gets tough, those people turn around and suddenly they’re not just making you laugh, they’re being this rock and giving you all their advice. Even though you’re so much your own person, if you dissect yourself, I guarantee you that your friends are in there. Their influence is incredible. Best friends are what you need most.

All friendships have ups & downs &, for whatever reason, girls can be incredibly bitchy to one another for no apparent reason. That’s the problem with us, we’re too much alike. We’re stubborn asses & always want to get our own way. We both hate to be wrong & love to be right. But that’s the thing about love. No matter what happens, we always come back for each other one more time.

I believe that friends can last forever.

I believe that friendships can go on without fights.

I believe that friends are supposed to try their best to be there for the other.

I believe that friends understand and trust each other.

I believe that friends would choose you over their boyfriend.

I believe that friends will never ignore the other.

I believe that friends are open with each other.

I believe that friends don’t lie to each other.

I believe that friends won’t blame the other for something that wasn’t even their fault.

I believe that friends trust what each other say more than other people.

And I believe that friends love each other more than themselves.

I’ve been walked on, used and forgotten and I don’t regret one moment of it because in those moments, I’ve learned a lot. I’ve learned who I can trust and can’t. I’ve learned the meaning of friendship. I’ve learned how to tell when people are lying and when they’re sincere. I’ve learned how to be a teenager, and how to grow up when I need to. I won’t ever take what I have for granted. This is life, live it one day at a time. You never know how many days you’ve got left.

And Friendship, it is  just like a party; you invite a lot of people invited to the show, some go, some join you and some laugh with you, some don’t come. But in the end after the fun, there would be a few who would clean up the mess with you.  Thats what we called Bestfriends.

And I wish I would grow old with all my best friends together. We would hang out and talk and maybe we could bring our grandchildren along, and when they ask us how long we’ve been friends, we’ll smile and say, “almost forever”.


Actually,  Life’s not about people who act true to your face. It’s about people who remain true behind your back.


Best friends are the ones you sing out loud with, act crazy around, the ones you cry & laugh all night long with, trust with, the ones you love, & yes those are true BEST FRIENDS!

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Silent Tears

"If I could have you back tomorrow. If I could lose the pain and sorrow I would do just anything to make you see. You still love me

I cry silently. I cry inside of me. I cry hopelessly

Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again

I cry

Cause you're not here with me

I cry

Cause I'm lonely as can be

I cry hopelessly

Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again..."

"You were my sun. You were my earth.  But you didn't know all the ways I loved you..."

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Pep Guardiola Quits as a Barcelona Coach, Tito Vilanova Replaces.

It is so saaaad for me hearing Pep's going to leave Barca at the end of this season :'(

I know, he is a type of person who anti-fails in any match. After a difficult season on and off, Barca was kicked out of champions league and la liga within a week! And it sucks!

Only biased haters can degrade Pep! With time, you will understand that he's one of the best strategists ever in football.

Is it easy to win a treble in your first assignment as a league club coach?

Did Mou achieve that?

Another coach looking for money would have gone ahead to sign with another club (fyi, he has loads of offers!), but he is spending 1 year to go back and invent another style of football. I wish he can be on retainer with Barca after his 1 year leave. Any club that lands him then will have a treasure in their hands.

He knew since he'll leave end of this season; you can understand his numerous experiments with 3-4-3 and also honing the skills of La Masia guys (like Thiago, Tello, Cuenca, etc) thus bequeating some assets to the new manager. And you can also see him involved in getting a new coach for the club.

I doff my hat for Pep!! Adios Maestro. I'll miss you. We will. Viscá Barcá! :)

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TOO MUCH LOVE = END UP HURT

It is true that if you love someone over, you'll end up by hurting yourself deeper than you have thought before. I know, Love is innocent and when it comes to love we can do nothing except become its slaves.

Mungkin aku terlalu cinta, mungkin aku mengharap banyak. Tetapi seharusnya aku tahu, aku telah menurunkan banyak sekali klasifikasi yg aku buat pada saat aku pertama kali ingin belajar tentang cinta. Dan itu hanya demi kamu.

Aku mengalahkan banyak ego diri agar bisa tetap memahami dan menerima segala kekurangan yg dimiliki seseorang apa adanya, berusaha untuk tahan godaan ketika ada yg 'lebih baik' menghampiri. Karena aku pikir, kamu itu lbh terbaik dari yang lebih baik. Dan itu hanya demi kamu.

Mungkin benar ada kalanya orang lain itu merasa bosan dan jenuh. Yang aku benci adalag kenapa aku tidak pernah merasakan hal itu seutuhnya. Kenapa selalu orang lain yg bisa berlaku seperti itu sama aku.

Dan kali ini, disaat kejujuran dipertanyakan.. Disaat kejujuran dihalalkan demi sebuah alasan yg menurut sebelah pihak itu 'baik'.. Disaat kejujuran mungkin lambat laun akan kehilangan artinya sendiri.

Disaat kepercayaan diragukan.. Disaat kepercayaan mulai luntur.. Disaat kepercayaan mungkin akan hilang pada akhirnya.

Aku belajar untuk mengubah cara berpikir aku, mengubah gaya berkomunikasi aku, mengubah agar lebih bisa sangat jujur, terbuka dan apa adanya sama kamu. Tapi lagi dan lagi, mungkin kamu belum tau apa artinya 2 HAL diatas, kejujuran dan kepercayaan.

Aku meragu. What am I supposed to do, God? Should I leave it then  move on or should I just accept this just the way it is?

I know You have created something wonderful and Amazing for me behind these unacceptable matters, God. I believe that You will always be here with me no matter how smooth or hard of time I've been through. If he is the only best for me, please make it easier to through it all the matters. But if he isnt the good one for me, please send the better one soon. Remove all the good feeling inside of me and please help me moving on. I just dont want to waste my time for something useless. *sigh

Thanks God.