The difference between IMPRESSIVE and trying too hard TO IMPRESS :

• Impressive is when you enter a party and everybody notice and take turns to say hello-how-are-you. Trying too hard is when you take turns to say hello-how-are-you to everybody then start to pay special attention to people you think matter the most. Fuckin' butt kissers annoy the hell out of me.

• Impressive is when you bought someone a present and they remember it even though the next year maybe you forgot their birthday. Trying too hard is when someone gives you a present and you give them something back like food or chocolate in return the very next day.

• Impressive is when you offered a drink to guests and after a sip they seriously compliment you, you say thank you. Trying too hard is when the guests compliment, you share the recipe and offer to make them some nice food for dinner.

• Impressive is when you wear long-sleeves when it's cold and guys still turn their heads. Trying too hard is when you insist on wearing halter neck on cold windy and rainy days just for the sake of popping half your boobs out.

• Impressive is when you buy fake Gucci wallet and people won't notice. Trying too hard is when you empty your piggy-bank to buy real mink and people pretend to touch your arm while saying hello because they're trying to prove otherwise.

• Impressive is when you call someone and they call you right back after they know. Trying too hard is when you call them over and over and over and over and over and over..and yet they're never there.

• Impressive is when people refuse to let you be the one behind the camera when it's picture time. Trying too hard is running from the toilet with half your skirt still up because you don't want to miss it.

• Impressive is when you ask people for a favor, they happily accept because they like you and not because they feel they have to. Trying too hard is offering to help without being asked.

• Impressive is when your car is messy and people who complains ended cleaning it automatically while saying how unorganized you are. Trying too hard to impress is when you clean your, otherwise messy, car before you pick someone (haha I actually write this point just for the sake of saying I'm impressive)

• Impressive is when you're quiet during the whole meeting and your boss still notices your attendance. Trying too hard is cutting people in the middle of their talks, and arguing your way through friends that now consider you as a threat just so you look smart and capable.

• Impressive is when people don't know you are really the brain behind a great project and yet they still admit you're a great person. Trying too hard is when other people succeeded, you tell everyone you know them and act like they're your best friends (like, in a conversation, you'll hear: Oh yeah, I know her well, she's great. She's a friend of a friend of a relative of my boyfriend's third cousin)

• Impressive is when you help people sincerely. Trying too hard is when you make deals to help other people when you know you're not capable of helping and end up asking other people to help you.

Trauma Syndrome

Huaaah. Tengah malam pun saya menggalau. Kali ini galau karena trauma. Tau kan yg mslh backstabber itu? Hehe

Kali ini saya takut. Saya takut buat kehilangan org lagi. Saya mesti apa yah? Saya nganggep dia org yg paliiiing dekat sm saya slm di Uni. Dia baik. Baik sekali. Duluu saya pernah rela buat ngelakuin apaaaaa aja buat dia, krna ntah deh.. Mgkn dr bertujuh itu saya lbh sayang ke dia. Tp mgkn semua itu berubah pas saya tau ternyata dia sudah menjadi sahabat org lain. Sediiiiihhhhh bgt rasanya!!! Sakit sih hati saya.. Mgkn krna saya udah terbiasa sgt terbuka sm dia.

Saya udah tau lama sih. Itupun jg karena mgkn kami dl ga 1 klmpok. Dia yg mencar sndri dan kmdn dia deket sm mreka. Saya udah nyoba buat sgt memaklumi itu, tp makin kesini makin jeles mgkn yah..

Lagi dan lagi. Saya ngerasa useless. Saya senengg bgt klo ada org yg manja sm saya entah knp. Makanya klo mreka crita itu rasanya seneeeng skali. ALHAMDULILLAH saya bs sdkt berguna buat mreka.

Saya sada bgt sih pas kmrn. Pas ada salah satu tmn kami ada slek sm Shbt ke-2 dia. Saya heran knp dia ga ngebelain temen kami yah? Trs saya dpt omongan dr org klo dia orgnya cm mau senengnya aja. Pas lg males sm Shbt ke2 mreka, dia ke kami. Pas males sm kami dia ke mreka. Trus kata org itu dia jg paling ga mau buat setia kawan. Orgnya mau didengerin aja tp gamau ngedengerin atau mengerti org lain.

Saya sakiiit hati ngedenger org itu crta jelek sm saya ttg shbt saya yg satu itu. Dirumah saya mikir, apa mksd dia blg bgtu. Pas saya flashback mgkn ada bnrnya jg... Saya br ngeh klo stiap saya ada mslh sm org lain, dia cm bsnya mndukung dr blkng. Pas nyatanya dia pasti menghindar dr saya. Ada kalanya pas hari itu dia terlihat menghindar. Mgkn takut kena ampas dr saya kali yah! Gatau lah..

Saya jg ga pernah mlht dia semanja itu. Bahkan sama kami yg udh duluan sahabatan sm dia. Saya cukup paham klo dia orgnya tertutup. Tp ntah knp sama org itu dia bs ngmng kaya bgtu. Sediiiihhhhhhh rasanyaaaa!!! T_T ngiri rasanya bs diperlukan seperti itu. Rasanya kaya... Sahabat saya lbh percaya bercerita dan berharap sm sahabatnya yg lain. Hufttt

Mgkn saya terlalu mengagungkan perahabatan. Mgkn saya terlalu menyebalkan dan menjengkelkan. Tp saya brani jamin untuk siapa saja yg mnjd shbt saya, I will do everything for you as much as I can. I will always do my best for making you happy.


Dan untuk yg ini. Saya takut kehilangan org lagi. Mgkn para haters saya akan bersorak sorai akan hal ini. Tp mgkn klopun mmg khlngan, itu sdh takdir. Takdir saya jg yg mgkn ga akn pernah punya sahabat yg banyak. Hehe

Klo disuruh milih, saya sih gamau ngelepas kalian.. Tp klo lagi2 itu mmbt klian lbh lbh tenang dan nyaman, silahkan. Saya ikhlas :''''')

WEARING HIJAB

Heloo world! Finally, on 19th of November ago, I started wearing hijaab for the very first time! ALHAMDULILLAAAH may it lasts long forever.

Doakan saya jadi muslimah yang baik yah! AMIINNN :)

Aku Sediiihhhhh

Ya Allahh.. Jadikanlah aku org yg sukses ya nantinya.. Agar aku bs membuat org tua ku bahagia dan bangga. Agar aku bs lbh bs mensyukuri hidup.

Jadikanlah aku org yg dicintai banyak org karena kebaikannya. Jauhkanlah hati hamba dr penyakit hati yg membuahkan dosa.

Jadikanlah hamba org yg selalu menolong atau mengerjakan sesuatu dgn ikhlas tnpa memikirkan suatu imbalan apapun.

Berikanlah hamba Mu ini kesempatan untuk meraih cita2 hamba dan mimpi2 hamba.

Luaskanlah rezeki hamba. Agar hamba bisa mengunjungi kota sucimu bersama keluarga hamba.

Jadikanlah hamba org yg selalu taat beribadah kepadaMu. Selalu berucap syukur dan berhuznudzon.

Lancarkan dan mudahkanlah semua urusan hamba Ya Allah..

Sehatkan lah hamba jasmani dan rohani.

Perkenankanlah hamba Mu ini untuk dapat berbahagia di dunia dan jg di akhirat.

AMIINN. :') :')