ARE WE still bestfriends like we used to be?

I WANNA CRY !! T_____________T

One of my high school bestfriends forgot my birthday. We have been besties for more than 8 YEARS. I do love her, but it seems like she doesn't love me as I do. She didnt even have the decency to say happy birthday to me. I'm not gonna lie and say my feelings aren't hurt. I know we all get scatterbrained and forget things, and I don't make a big deal out of my birthday. I don't ask for gifts or things, all I ask and hope for is people not to forget. I never forget hers, and I'm sad she forgot mine :'( 

It just... hurt, because I consider her as my best friend and she couldn't even remember my birthday. I don't get it. It's like she's stopped putting effort into our friendship, and it's no longer a 50-50 thing. I know it sucks to see me like this, over-reacting, it seems like such a tiny thing, and it is, yet I still get depressed about it. It affects me more than it should, and I hate it. I wish I would stop getting depressed about such stupid things, but I can't help it.

The thing is, I don't even know if I should bring it up. My feelings are hurt, true, but I know she didn't do it on purpose, and I don't want to make her feel bad. Dilemma, especially when she remembers she forgot. Maybe I just got jealous of her, she has many bestfriends, and she preferred to spend the time with her not with us anymore, I just feel like she has already take aside me as her 'bestfriend' into 'uninteresting-old-bestfriend'. Maybe this whole univeristy-life has made us drift apart, and I will reconcile our friendship if I have a chance to meet her again. I really hope that's the case. If it's not, well, I'll be really sad then.

 I really do treasure our friendship. Perhaps, I'll try to forgive her and move on. We all are forgetful, we all make mistakes. I know that it seems mean and insensitive of her, but I do need to be the better person and forgive her, even if she never truly apologized to me.

i love them so much!

Don't Stop Chasing

Hey Guys! How's life? Today is the next 4 days from my birthday. Hahah

Thank you for the people who have made my day! Especially my lover, family, and bestfriends! You are all rock! Hahahah :)

Many gifts, many prayers comes out. Thank you so much for those sweet and blessed words. And also the great gifts. Heheh

So this time, I just want to share my feeling about how I wonder me and my boyfriend could run together this long. It isn't like the previous stories in my life though. We are now has already been together for almost 3 years and a half. Quite long. But nothing I could feel than just feel in love all over again in each day. Yes, I love him. Though sometimes, I also still worry about how it could be and still wondering why people out there seem to be easy to cheat on their couple and be dishonest with their relationship. Then I end up with these words.

I think that one of the biggest reason why relationships do not work out in the long run is because at one point, one side (or both) stops trying. Before one claims another person as their significant other, they would do anything to make that person happy. They would chase, they would flirt, they would be charming. They would send daily morning and goodnight texts every time you wake up or go to sleep. They would write corny messages and pick up lines just to make sure that there is a smile upon your face.

But...

Once they claim you as theirs, all of those things eventually stop. The 5 page texts slowly turn into 1. The constant calls turn into not calling at all. And the lovely endearments turn into daily arguments. Actually me and my boyfie ever been in this kinda situation, but we could pass it smoothly.

So, in order for a relationship to work, don't ever stop chasing. Just because the person you want is now consider “yours”, it does not mean they deserve anything less than the time when you’re trying to win them over. Appreciate them as your great couple, treat her/him as same as the first time you want her/him so badly to be yours. You know, it needs two to tango! ♥

a good one deserves a good also.

Cheers! :)