Say Sorry

I read that short story in the form of a dialogue recently. And I really realized I've done worst things to some of very good people out there even I didn't have a gut to say sorry to. But those things taught me many lessons that I will never forget till I die.

From the picture I showed you in the first place of this post, there are at least three lessons that I can really learn:

1. If someone has hurt you, it doesn't have to be magically okay. It will probably continue to hurt for a while (healing proccess takes time)

2. If you've hurt someone else, you should do everything you can do to make it right- but you also shouldn't expect it to be completely fixed.

3. Whenever possible, avoid these situations in the first place. Don't be careless with people.

Dia

Mata ini hanya melihatnya,

Bibir ini hanya memanggil namanya, 

Hati ini hanya memilihnya,

Dan akan tetap sama sampai aku dan dirinya beranjak tua.

Untuk Kamu yang Menyebut Tuhan dengan Nama Berbeda

“Kita dua manusia yang sama-sama keras kepala. Meski sembahyang di tempat berbeda, kita nekat bersama atas nama cinta. 

Tapi bukankah perasaan tak pantas dipersalahkan? Bukankah Tuhan tak pernah memberi kita kesempatan – memilih jatuh cinta pada siapa? 

Tanpa mengingkari keyakinan, tanpa mengkhianati perasaan, mungkinkah berdua kita bisa mendamaikan keadaan?”

Happy 2015

Hello 2015! sorry for dropping off the face of the earth. I hope the holidays and end of the year have been good to you all! Yay!

Right now is the 7th of January. I know it's kinda late for writing 2015 Resolution, but actually I used to look forward to the end of every year on my own diary, but not this time. 2014 had been the greatest year of my life so far. I learned so much, lose so much, and yet gained so much too. This year has taught me all about taking choices, to be spontaneous, to be someone that I want to be, to be completely wild and crazy,and to love someone wholeheartedly. 

This year, I finally figured out what to do with my life, how to make my dreams come true, and where do I want to end up at. I lost some best friends along the way, but then found out the real ones who really want to stay. I broke my heart once but then found someone so unbelievably amazing who changed me and my life completely. Perhaps not once but tons of break down moments I had last year, but then I possessed something so beautiful. An understanding about life, about my own life, about the world itself and the way it works.  I never regret of whatever I have been doing so far. This year is not going to end for other 358 days. Just make sure you make the most of it incredible while it lasts :)

The holidays went by so quickly I haven't had time to think straight. Hmm.. I half-decided to break free of convention and not dedicate myself to any self improvement resolutions for the new year. Actually I'm still figuring out my resolution though. hahahaha

Alright. just let it be~

Happy 2015, everyone!!

God blessed!