It is just sad .
when you really need a help of someone, but that one seems ignore you. and prefer to choose another rather than you. he doesn't give his attention any longer. when you asked him to go, then he didn't do anything except comply to just let you go, no more prevention nor sacriface for asking you to still stay.
And then..
the other person came and willing to help you with pleasure. willing to accompany you though he was in a busy situation. the one who make you laugh and happy. the one who make you feel comfort. the one who make you feel that you can count on him whenever you want him to be. the one who makes you his priority and not his options.
And it definitely makes you sad..
when you realize that the other one who nice is a nobody of you, and the one who ignore you is your very-closed-person.
And it still sad..
when something suddenly knocked your mind to leave him with no forgiveness anymore and just let him find someone new out there. because you just find someone better than him.
And it hurts..
when you just realized that you are not as important as you used to be for the one who ignore you.. the one who when you feel like wanna kill him, then suddenly he becomes nice, makes you feel like you are refall in love again and it makes you melted. and when you are nice, he likes wanna kill you over and over again... the one who always says sorry of hundred million times then do it his mistake again and again, and comes to you again without any guilty. or sometimes he seems like didnt do anything that have already broken you heart. the one who never respects you as his girlfriend..
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